i had an exciting weekend
but now its back to real life
i've been thinking about my goals all day
short term and long term
for today:
re-write one of my essays, and begin my western civ paper.
study music theory
just relax, get my head set
for this week:
make sure i have all of my work done by monday night,
that way the rest of the week is smooth sailing. studying for finals all day thursday :/ ick.
pass my physics final friday
for next week:
successfully move out of my room. organize all of my things. get rid of old clothes. i don't need them
enjoy my last week with my friends here at unh :(
pass all of my finals
GET INTO MONMOUTH
long term goals:
have a paleo, healthy, gorgeous summer.
i reached some of my goals since january, but goals are never ending.
i want to go for a bike ride every morning, and go to the gym almost everyday
i want to work. make money, buy my own car
i want to play my flute everyday and get back into my music<--most important to me
i want to have a nice toned body, and abs, by 2011. <-- i think thats doable
im having a problem though. idk what i want to do with my life. i really want to be a teacher and spread my knoledge.. but is that really for me? i don't want to like direct a marching band... but i want to work in a high school...
and then after going to the spring concert the other day, i rememberd how much i really want to work with a record label and entertainment and how i love that stuff and i just don't know what i wanna do. i wannna learn real music no matter what so i know im out of this school anyway.. but still. its just stressful. idk what to do. and there is no way im settling and just working as a teacher because thats what i have my degree in. i will figure out what i want.
and i've always wanted to work in hospitality, but i guess all of these professions deal with pleasing people in some way. and htat's just what i want to do. entertain. i just stress myself out huh
ehh
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