Nil Desperandum

things only get bad if you let them. no stress.
i've learned that if i'm stress, just find somewhere to chill
call the person that makes you smile
sing
scream
laugh
cry
whatever gets you, back to you.

i'm feeling not motivated
but then again i am
because i look at myself in the mirror and find myself disgusting, and movtivate myself

i decided i need to start going hardddd with my working out. hard hard hard.

i have a job. i can get into routine

i know how im supposed to eat
im just lazy. but no more of that.

i want to be in shape.
be comfortable in a bathing suit, because the beach is my favorite place.
i want to be comfortable naked.
even comfortable naked in front of someone else

i want to be happy with my body once and for all.
NO MORE LAZY. when i have doubts, i will find someone to make me undoubtful.
i ask a lot of questions.
and i can always find the answer.
so
summer '10, here we come. it's gunna be real. it's all about me

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